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leonard cohen 'hallelujah'
the williams college psychology dept
in the fall of 1978 when i was a sophmore at mt greylock regional highschool we were told the williams college psychology dept offered to do an experiment using hypnosis to improve our football team 's play
the first two strings of the backfield were chosen to participate, though i think participation was voluntary, i am not certain now
the one exception was the first three strings at the quarterback position would be included
i was the third string quarterback at that point
the next year i became starting quarterback
one of the players who were part of the study broke two vertebrae the first game of my junior year but only missed two games
when i visited him in the hospital he was eating a pizza burger which i've often craved since but which i recall not finding on a menu until i became a vegetarian
vegan pizza burger
today is the day after the sutherland springs, texas church shooting and i am about to decide to ask the williams college psych dept for info on the experiment
noah was vegan
green river farm
my first job was at modern dairy ( now green river ) farm throwing hay for my cousin moses, 4 years before reagan's federal dairy buyout in 1986
i worked on a small family dairy farm and the cows seemed very content - they would walk in on their own to the milking parlor to be milked to get the oats that would pour into stainless steel bowls from the grain silo, but i dont know what happened to all of the calves
the egg industry has discovered a way to tell if a fertilized egg is male or female
mass d o t might build a bike path along green river road this summer :
the manager of the farm at the time was a guy called fritzy who would look at me funny like i was supposed to do something odd
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turns out he looked very similar to to the german steel magnate fritz thyssen and the farm was next door to the store at five corners recently purchased by william vanderbilt the 3rd whose family were railroad magnates
the town was a small new england college townand for some reason the college once owned one half of the town of littleton maine just north of houlton
about a quarter of a mile north of the store at 5 corners stood the hall house where winston churchill's great grandfather once lived
churchill s mother jennie jerome was credited with creating the college s school colors for an early baseball game against harvard
another quarter of a mile north finds our highschool where in our 7th grade year of the class of 1981 a teacher told us one of our fellow students was the grandson of rudolf hess and later the left tackle of our kosier league champ football team mentioned to me on the bus home from practice that he was one of hitler's god children
both robby steele and fritzy were there during hay season and the way i remember it explained to me was that fritzy was the farm's manager, robby was using the farm's milking equipment for his cows and moses was storing his hay in the hayloft
so field farm, once owned by the field family, neighbors cricket creek farm once owned by william vanderbilt, both about a mile west from modern dairy / green river farm and both at the intersection of oblong road and sloane road
did the famous " silver spoon communist " frederick vanderbilt field once own the field farm which neighbored the famous " oss capitalist " william h vanderbilt lll 's cricket creek farm?
they were both great - great grandsons of cornelius vanderbilt
so piecing together the old north adams transcript snippets, iberkshires and berkshire eagle stories, mr vanderbilt lived on cricket creek farm which is at the west end of sloan road and bought steele's corners store from jim steele in 1978 while fritzy bought modern dairy farm from jim or robert steele in 1954 and retired while auctioning off his cows in 1980 the year before i worked there
william henry vanderbilt lll
frederick vanderbilt field's autobiography
william vanderbilt purchased mr henry l george s milk route in 1949
modern dairy milk bottle
the milk route may have become modern dairy milk which was the milk delivery service in the area and whose central bottling plant was on main st just before entering north adams from williamstown
we all had lidded metal boxes saying modern dairy on them outside our doors where the milkman would leave the milk in the morning in 1/2 gallon bottles
view from town selectwoman anne o'connor s fb
the reason it matters is that during ww2 mr vanderbilt went from being a lieutenant commander in the navy to the executive officer ( second in command ) of the oss s specialoperations dept then became governor of rhode island before retiring to williamstown where a story begins...
you see, my mom died 7 days after rfk was assassinated on june 6, 1968 and i'm hearing little clicks in my ear as i type almost each of these letters like my ear is receiving the microwave signal through the frey effect
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william l langer studied in worcester, mass, was president of harvard history dept, a dragon soldier and the chief of the research and analysis branch of the oss
as you can see, fritz langer's modern dairy farm bordered the land encompassing elm tree lane, where elm house, owned by jd rockefeller 's third daughter alta rockefeller prentice lived in mount hope farm
robert langer was born in albany but so far there is no information on wiki or his bios who his parents were
alta rockefeller prentice
it's not the phone speaker making the clicking noises it was clicking directly in my left ear...guess they are just more clues to the story that i decided to begin after i died one day back in 1997
thought i had heard mother theresa had died the day before and then thought i heard princess di died the day after but...
the clicks are gone now and i didn't really die back in 1997 i guess but my heart stopped beating and a choirlike voice asked me if I was ready to die as i literally saw what appeared to be a vision of two wrought gate doors which seemed to be swimming with an off white light
i said no
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Operation_Paperclip
my sis was upset with me for telling her kurt lehovec was an operation paperclip scientist - and then she told me the story of how he escaped the nazis by riding his bicycle across prague in czecheslovakia and finding the allied occupied zone right off the top of her head - she was friends with his daughter they were really nice
he helped create the integrated circuits we are using right now for the princely sum of $1.00 while working at sprague electric
yes one of the founders of the modern computer was a townie
berkshire eagle regional dairy farming history
a warm south williamstown hello to our russian visitors because russia is very much part of the story...
we weren't allowed to ask her questions because it was towards the end of the cold war and she had two burly russian teacher 's assistants who sat on either side of her who we could ask questions of
i tried to ask a question once and the t a said " go back ... sit " while pointing at my desk
" That Time Deadpool Dressed As Marilyn Monroe To Kill Zombie JFK "
frederick vanderbilt field
frederick's mom
marilyns missing fbi files were discovered in 2012
new jfk files release says j edgar hoover warned robert f kennedy of marilyn tell all book
view from the field farm
lona cohen
venona project
venona list
field farm
cyrus west field
sports illustrated says mike reily's #50 was unofficially retired after he graduated from williams college june 4th, 1964 even tho the williams football program doesn't retire numbers
the youthful reily died of hodgkins lymphoma, which is a type of cancer, on july 21, 1964, the year after jfk was assassinated
ultra conservative dr alton ocksner, who allegedly partnered with dr mary sherman on cancer weapon research, worked at the touro institute where mike reily finaly passed away
1753 house at field park, named for cyrus field who laid the first trans atlantic cable
leonard cohen
memory chimes
hammond castle
had a deck of souvenir playing cards from hammond castle which we visited on a 6 th grade field trip to cape ann ...
its builder, john hays hammond, jr had over 400 patents and was considered the father of remote control
i'm trying to find out what happened to me and maybe all of us...
i really was part of an experiment back in 1978...
while scott and zelda fitzgerald are saidto haunt the don cesar on st pete beach, it is believed the ghost of jack kerouac haunts haslam's book store on central avenue in st pete
this haslam was born and raised in new orleans:
on july 21st, 1964, the day new orleans favorite son mike reily was transferered to the touro institute where dr mary sherman, worked, she was murdered
a story told by mice
i thought what happened might have involved the cold war, which was just wrapping up back then
after it was over, they told me i couldn't be hypnotized, but i became adept at thefootball play i had been having a problem with
i thought the experiment was over they didn't really tell us what the point of it was, that i recall now
a few years later i was at our community college and availed myself of some free therapy sessions i mostly went to to have someone to talk to
a few sessions in the regular therapist told me she wouldn't be doing the therapy anymore, and a man from the williams college psychology dept would be doing the sessions
he was very nice and the sessions still helped so i kept going
while looking to see if the oss special operations had anything to do with mk ultra i came upon john hays hammond which led to the veterans today article and the u s army chemical corps which were involved in some of the experiments with drugs, apparently
the us army chemical corps were known as the dragon soldiers because of mythical green dragon in alchemy lore ?
its builder, john hays hammond, jr had over 400 patents and was considered the father of remote control
i'm trying to find out what happened to me and maybe all of us...
i really was part of an experiment back in 1978...
- the tpaak blog says lee harvey oswald worked at reily coffee in new orleans which was owned by mike reily's parents and that a woman who worked there claimed she and a dr mary sherman were trying to create a cancer weapon by injecting mice with monkey viruses
while scott and zelda fitzgerald are saidto haunt the don cesar on st pete beach, it is believed the ghost of jack kerouac haunts haslam's book store on central avenue in st pete
this haslam was born and raised in new orleans:
defector from both the u s and u s s r lee harvey said he was going to get a job at n a s a when he was fired from reily coffee allegedly for not greasing the machinery:
judyth vary baker said she and lee harvey oswald dated while they both worked at reily coffee
on july 21st, 1964, the day new orleans favorite son mike reily was transferered to the touro institute where dr mary sherman, worked, she was murdered
a story told by mice
i thought what happened might have involved the cold war, which was just wrapping up back then
after it was over, they told me i couldn't be hypnotized, but i became adept at thefootball play i had been having a problem with
i thought the experiment was over they didn't really tell us what the point of it was, that i recall now
a few years later i was at our community college and availed myself of some free therapy sessions i mostly went to to have someone to talk to
a few sessions in the regular therapist told me she wouldn't be doing the therapy anymore, and a man from the williams college psychology dept would be doing the sessions
he was very nice and the sessions still helped so i kept going
while looking to see if the oss special operations had anything to do with mk ultra i came upon john hays hammond which led to the veterans today article and the u s army chemical corps which were involved in some of the experiments with drugs, apparently
the us army chemical corps were known as the dragon soldiers because of mythical green dragon in alchemy lore ?
why did jk rowling choose mt greylock as ilvermorny, the north american school of witchcraft and wizardry ?
are the green dragon of the chemical corps and the horned serpent of ms rowling's imagination related ?
it may be because there really is the sense of magic or a very pleasant other worldliness about the summit
also, there was a real harry potter who grew up in north adams and became a musician of note in the early 20th century
i think the mountain is also very important in native american lore
the voice asked me why i wasn't ready to die
the answer may have been from somewhere well within where survival originates
but before i relate the answer i should mention that the man who took the place of my therapist appeared to be the same professor who performed the experiment in 1978 ...the experiment might still have been underway and i probably wasn't the only one experimented upon
the russian teacher asked me not to tell a secret, according to what i thought were real memories but turned out to apparently be imaginary memories happening in my mind as i thought i was remembering...
but the secret she may have told me not to tell may have been real as was the russian teacher who taught remedial math at asu in 1982
george mcmanus was in the seabees during ww2
but before i mention what the secret the imaginary russian teacher told me not to tell, i should tell you my mom was employed at the clark art institute when she died 7 days after senator robert f kennedy was assassinated
but before i tell you what she died from i should mention that i raised my gpa at the community college from 1.0 to 3.0 with a neat trick i learned from some other students
first, though i should mention ms w was the first female mayor of the city of pittsfield mass and taught at bcc
the neat trick was using a portable tape recorder to record the lectures so my notes would contain all of the material covered in class - i found i was missing up to 25% of the material with handwritten notes from real time
before i mention what was different about the two calculus classes i took and didn't do very well in i should mention the two calculus classes were taught by whom the school paper called two of best mathematicians in the world
instead of saying who they were i'll mention one of them asked the class on the first day if one of us were tape recording the class
my mom died of an apparent heart attack possibly in her sleep
the teacher who asked if the class were being recorded had walked into the class room, said five or six multisyllabic strange mathematical sounding words, then walked out of the room, came back in, looked around, then asked if the class were being recorded
hi dr fein
my mom worked at williams for professor wykoff in the '60s
can the college give me any information on an experiment i recall being a part of in 1978-79 ?
this is the blogger post i've been working on about it :
ty for your time !
keith c taft
i have a reply from dr fein and he mentioned a professor who was interested in hypnotism may have done a study at williams about that time, so the story goes on !
btw i should mention now i told the voice that asked me why i wasn't ready to die that i wanted to write the greatest science fiction story of all time
what would you say if you were asked why you weren't ready to die 🤣 ?
cheerful schizophrenics fb group for info enlightenment a rare smile and more
so i'm supposed to write this story, 'the greatest science fiction story ever written' which by the way, someone else already wrote as a short story with that title ( and it was about a novel i once thought was the best science fiction story i had read )
but as you can see the situation is different now that you can write a science fiction story where the stars wink out, then tap the highlighted words ' wink out ' and go to a video of stars winking
it's possible to write the greatest science fiction novel now, though obviously there would be even greater with each advance in technology and ideation
but before i mention how i think the greatest science fiction story ever written could possibly be written i should mention that professor deane taught an interesting class on mathematics and art for the art dept
professor deane had like a dent looking scar on his forehead where he had brain surgery for, if i remember correctly, removal of a brain tumor...this is like, 30 years ago and he's still going strong, apparently
btw the morning after the above mentioned phone call i began to have pulsatile tinnitus in my left ear
former liverpudlian and edward dorr griffin professor of the history of ideas professor oakley was president of williams just before dr payne
i used to see professor oakley in the lassel gym locker room now and then but i didn't know who he was ...he would look at me like i didn't belong there and i would look back at him like i was highly affronted...then after he was chosen as president i realized he knew exactly who i was and that i didn't belong there because i had ran track at mt greylock with 3 of his 4 kids and he knew i had snuck into the gym by quickly looking at my watch if there was a security guard guarding the door then turning around and leaving like i had forgotten something and entering by one of the other doors
i taught myself how to swim at the college pool
if i remember correctly deidre ran the 100 yrd dash and 440 relay and she was our fastest women's team runner, while also throwing the javelin :
as i recall the women's team, largely due to deidre, was the best track team in our division in 1975 and 1976
they filled in the lassel pool with cement and made it into the weight room which used to be in the attic
the teacher who said the five or six strange mathematical sounding words gave a seminar on mathematical history at herman melville's home arrowheadonce
it was fascinating he explained thegolden ratio, and if i remember correctly, that pythagoras had created a secret society of mathematicians to spread knowledge without allowing it to be used for evil
the professor, it was reported in the school paper, had received complaints from engineering students who were upset that he wouldn't teach them the mathematics they needed to learn how to be able to make atomic weapons
the languedoc region of france, according to the book about the templar treasure by steven sora, contains a hidden pentagon within a pentagram where the knights templar assisted the cathars when they were besieged as part of the inquisition, if i recall the book correctly
so how and would you write the greatest science fiction story ever written without including the search for the holy grail ?
or mentioning the art bell coast to coast radio program, which i called once and as i was dialing something strange happened
hilly rose was guest hosting that evening as art was going through a very strange episode in his life
hilly's guest was carla emery who wrote the book on living off the grid or more accurately wrote the photocopy manifesto
but that night she was talking about her experience finding out that she had been unbeknownst to her, secretly hypnotized at some point in her life which she said she discovered while she was absentmindedly doodling on a piece of paper
carla wrote the encyclopedia of hypnotism called secret, don't tell
it probably isn't important now what i said on the air, as it may have been based on imaginary memories, but what was important was why i was allowed to speak on national radio at all - you see something had happened to carla in mid conversation - her phone had disconnected and hilly couldn't call her back
i might tell what i said here
but first i should say that i wasn't really very good at math, the only reason i took calculus was because i was obsessively in love with a girl who already had a boyfriend who mentioned she was taking some kind of super calculus, so i thought if i could pass calculus...so how does one search for the holy grail if it involves math ?
okay, so here's where it matters
i've just found out art bell was falsly accused of child abuse, sued his accuser, went back on the air then left after his family were shot at and then threatened with death if art continued his show just before the 2016 presidential election
i have found out something that appears to show that these child sex abuse cases are not natural pedophilia and that some group may be attempting to subvert America through extortion
of course one way to write the story is to just google any math problems that come up ...but before i mention any math or engineering problems that might arise in the search for the greatest science fiction story ever written and the holy grail, we might take a look at mr stone'sshort story
but before we do that i should tell you about the time i met jake burton carpenter as he was cross country skiing on the taconic golf course, because of the neat lesson learned from meeting the founder of burton snowboards, whose wife donna attended williams
it's a little long winded so i'll tell it in a bit here, but before i do that i should relate mr carpenter apparently, and i should check this before i post it, has the same condition fdr may have had i hope he gets well soon
you see, i think there really is a story, because of where i am at the moment
but before i tell you where i am i should remind you that fdr was a master mason and once searched for the templar treasure
i should also tell you telling the story unselfishly has led me to the story, which appears to have been already written
"welcome to to the story..."
fdr searched for the templar treasure at oak island, nova scotia, which is about 30 miles from grand pre, nova scotia
the girl i obsessively fell in love with was a student in the williams college psych dept
the girl i obsessively fell in love with was a student in the williams college psych dept
i'm in my friend's house in van buren maine
douglass adams claimed his favorite writer, pg wodehouse would leave " place holders " at places where he hadn't put the parts of the story together yet :
the two calculus professors wouldn't allow me to tape record their classes
the professor who did the hypnotism experiment and the professor who did the pro bono counseling at bcc appear to have been the doctor who finally told me i was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia at the pinellas suncoast center when they kicked me out of the homeless outreach program for not applying for disability
of course i didn't think they were all the same professor, i thought they were probably some kind of billy corgan shapeshifter trying to freak me out, so i stayed calm
here's where i lived after we had 4 hurricanes in the space of a year after i got mad at some cops and said ' we need a hurricane ' to myself
first i'd have to tell you about jackie to explain what that means tho and i had wanted to write a small but very lovely poem about jackie first, and ive tried but they have yet to do her justice
today i might email the doctor and maybe he can shed some light on what really happened
douglass adams claimed his favorite writer, pg wodehouse would leave " place holders " at places where he hadn't put the parts of the story together yet :
van buren
first learned of the acadians in the basement of the williams college sawyer library somehow in context with the cathars...i don't remember if they were connected in the reading i just remember learning about them both as once after looking up " catherine "
first learned of the acadians in the basement of the williams college sawyer library somehow in context with the cathars...i don't remember if they were connected in the reading i just remember learning about them both as once after looking up " catherine "
new france
u s - canadian border
ephraim williams born march 7th, 1715 or february 24, 1715 died september 8th, 1755
le grande derangement began august 10th, 1755 ended july 11th, 1764
the duke william sank in the north atlantic on december 13th, 1758
van buren
ephraim williams may have died without having children but founded a free school which became williams college that can be audited by any town resident, including native americans, without charge and is ranked the best liberal arts college in america
six months before i saw the vision of the gates and heard the choir voice ask me if i were ready to die, the heaven's gate cult passed away
my friend dorothy was from van buren i met her in st petersburg, florida, not russia tho there was once a maid at the don cesar who said she was princess anastasia
the bronfman heiresses are allegedlytrapped in a dangerous hypnotic cult in albany ny phonetically called nexium sp nxivm not the heartburn medication
franz anton mesmer created the concept called animal magnetismwhich would later be discovered to be hypnotism
alfred p sloan worked for the nazis
williams college president adam falk steps down this month to become head of alfred p sloan foundation
okay, something's happened that i really should tell you about but first art bell passed away two weeks ago ( it's april 27th this evening ) thanks to art and the caller from san fransisco who called into art's uncensored phone lines to report it, u s code title 50 section 1520 which allowed the u s government to experiment on u s citizens without their permission or knowledge, was repealed in 1997
elohim was another name for god
also about 2 weeks ago something happened while i was resting peacefully just before bedtime
i should probably tell you a little about my psych condition, which maybe i'll do here later
but i've been living with these visions and images of cartoon looking people for the last 21 years just about every waking moment and it's been a long train of one emergency after another from attacks to people getting hurt and victimized, it's been really stressful sometimes as i find myself in the position of aparently having to try to maintain a civilization in my own mind
the people are now closer to me than my bio family
but about two weeks ago as i was resting peacefully in my tent at my campsite in st pete the people were pretty quiet because of another thing i should tell you about then what felt like a 3/4 inch sphere seemed to drop down out of my brain through the roof of my mouth, push it's way through the side of my left cheek, hop out onto my shoulder, then it seemed to jump down to the floor of the tent...
after a few moments it hopped back up onto my shoulder, hopped two or three times across my chest and waited...for some reason, i guess since it seemed to hop like a very nice person, and apeared to not have anywhere else to go, i asked it if it wanted to go back inside my head, then i picked it up and popped it back into my mouth where it rose up through the roof of my mouth and back into my brain
the whole time it was outside my head, i was no longer schizophrenic
i had no hallucinations or voices
for the first time in 21 years i was at true peace just like before i found the hypnotic trigger
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