Friday, March 10, 2023
Tuesday, March 7, 2023
lots a people didn't used to know that the strong family, who control rochester, are rockefellers and they experimented with radiation on u s citizens in underground research areas that were a number of city blocks long beginning at the strong memorial hospital almost across the street from cathy's alexander street normandy apartments
i believe we wrote the lyrics to 'this is the story of a girl' - by nine days and 'if it makes you happy' by sheryl crow, about cathy
and when i hitchhiked into rochester to find a bike shop to buy a spoke and a sprocket remover, and met cathy sitting on the lawn outside her apts, i had gotten a ride from a vending machine repairman
cathy is still the prettiest girl i have ever yet seen, with the possible exception of carly rea jepson, who might be as pretty in the 'its always a good time' video and galactic ranger jackie, if you lighten up her photos properly
i was listening to the cure's standing on a beach cassette when i saw cathy and 'in between days' was playing and i said to myself 'that is the prettiest girl in the 🌎 !' when i got near her
with our favorite song at the time and seeing cathy for the first time it is...
cathy listened to the song after i sat down next to her and said she liked it
i asked her who her favorite band was and she replied that it was journey - and now 'don't stop believin'' is also one of my favorite songs
after i fell off a roof, got amnesia then remembered cathy again, i believed this kate bush photo looked exactly like cathy, except with a certain feature about cathy's face missing that just made her simply scrumptious !
she looked at me just like that once as she was rubbing my stomach and it just engraved into my memory
from her perspective, i now believe we were close friends in her heaven when we were children and she was seeing me from then
i remember the cure cassette got stolen when i went swimming at the rochester ymca, where i also once ran into cathy - yes, it got stolen - or who knows now, maybe appropriated for some weird reason - that day i ran into cathy while i was sitting in the y's hot tub and cathy came in and sat down in the spa too, not recognizing me at first
'In 1889, Strong married Bessie, the daughter of John D. Rockefeller.' (j d's oldest child)
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Augustus_Hopkins_Strong
agustus's brother was:
'Henry Alvah Strong (August 30, 1838 – July 26, 1919) was an American photography businessman. He was the first president of the Eastman Kodak Company.[2][3][4]'
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Henry_A._Strong
you can't find it now, but in 1997 art bell coast to coast am fans got the u s civil code law that said the u s gov could experiment on citizens without our permission or knowledge repealed
'From 1945 to 1947, Strong was the site of non-consensual human experimentation programs under supervision of the Manhattan Project and its successor, the United States Atomic Energy Commission.[4] A building adjacent to the hospital and connected to it via tunnel, dubbed the "Manhattan Annex," was constructed in 1943 as a field office for the Manhattan Project.[5] Over a period of two years starting in 1945, a total of seventeen patients admitted to Strong for unrelated ailments were injected with a plutonium or uranium solution without their knowledge.[4][6] The Atomic Energy Commission tracked the patients for the rest of their lives; after their deaths, the Commission exhumed their remains for testing. Surviving patients were later informed of the true nature of the experiments in 1974.[4]
In recent years,[clarification needed] federal regulations for human subject protection and ethical codes for research have been rewritten, in light of this experiment and others around the nation. Strong Memorial Hospital now has a unified human research protection program, which has become a national leader in developing oversight programs to protect people who participate in research studies.[7] In 2007, the University's program received the highest level of accreditation possible from the Association for the Accreditation of Human Research Protection Programs (AAHRPP), an independent accrediting body.[7][8] The accreditation was granted after demonstrating that safeguards, beyond those federally required, were built into every level of its research operation.[7] The University's oversight program reviews all human research studies, even those that are exempt from regulation by the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services and Food and Drug Administration.[7]'
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Strong_Memorial_Hospital
https://www.campustimes.org/2020/09/06/from-the-archives-rochesters-role-in-the-manhattan-project/
Thursday, March 2, 2023
straight up
the rockefellers kept the eugenics records office records on yellow index cards in a warehouse on long island according to a history book i found in the st pete main branch library before i believe i wrote the lyrics to this song:
i would advise googling psych help instead of talking to a therapist - and writing about your problems privately, for now
the writing helps sort out timelines of the trauma and events that shaped your personality and the psychiatrists have a bunch of tricks they've learned to manipulate your behavior, as you will learn if you google first
williams college told me straight up about the professor who performed the experiment i was a part of but the professor who performed the experiment did not tell me where to find the records of it
he was the one who diagnosed me but there is no mention of him on my medical records
you should google
cbt (cognitive behavioral therapy)
dbt (dialectic behavioral therapy)
- sharon's fb
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Wednesday, March 1, 2023
Tuesday, February 28, 2023
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#today12x
wow ! 60 years !!! what a long, strange science fiction story this has been ! tried to kill myself 3 times had a stroke once have been shot at 9 times and hit by cars 9 times (3 times in one day - the 2nd time the driver appeared to be bono) arrested 3 times (getting a cup of coffee from the starbucks dumpster in north charleston was my 3rd strike) almost died from pneumonia 1 time caught covid maybe 3-4 times evicted with nowhere to go during a sub zero blizzard once blue papered so drs could steal my blood once broke my knee once threw out my hip once lost my memory once drank piss once drank bleach once drank detergent once survived 8 hurricanes was stung by a scorpion once bitten by a spider once woke up with a rattlesnake next to me once woke up with frozen feet once (ty alphena for saving me) almost drowned twice (ty cher & joe for saving me) lived in a crack house once ...and i still somehow got to live long enough to find out about the rockefellers !!
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...who may have helped make the stuff we all should take the time to find out about ourselves, our friends and families, and the places we are from much more fascinating to all of us than we ever could have believed - thank you fb friends for the 😍 birthday wishes and for helping when #alphena12 was being abused <3! %]
i believe i wrote the lyrics to this song in the bcc psychology class where the girl tried to answer every question honestly:
https://youtu.be/CnQ8N1KacJc - i hope you had the times of your lives !
back to song of songs
semi-charmed
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#today12x
#thefifthgreatawakening
jonathan edwards helped form the first great awakening
got the rs magazine where i read about crystal meth from this library when i believe i (we) wrote the lyrics to third eye blind's 'semicharmed kind of life' which was a first attempt at a rap song
yeah, that's right - there was a black guy - i think he was jamaican - who worked at the library back then who lived on the streets too - i don't remember his name but he died somehow because he got evicted or something and if i remember correctly - froze to death !
i remember everyone was really sad because he was really well liked...
used to listen to the brandenburg concerto and bach's well tempered clavier on the library's turntable which made me want to look up counterpoint melodies in one of the (bcc jonathan edwards) library's music books where i learned what a coda was
(an end to the curse)
https://www.toughquestionsanswered.org/2015/01/05/what-will-it-mean-for-the-curse-to-be-lifted/
the jamaican guy used to listen to the record player too, but i am not sure what he listened to (you could see the records sitting on the table but i think i lost my memory falling off a roof after he died)
back to song of songs
kiss me
#kissme12x
held danielle when she was a baby
danielle went to mccann's and became a cosmetologist, but i think she studied cashiering
i believe i wrote the lyrics to six pence none the richer's 'kiss me' just after finishing a f scott fitzgerald novel in the bcc activities office - if you've ever read one you know what i mean when i say i was still buzzing from the tastefully elegant spell his novels put on the reader - and it reminded me of the time danielle dressed up for halloween in a pink one piece bathing suit with gold glitter all over her face, arms and legs
when danielle was about 14 and i was obsessed with lynne she had gone to mccann tech and her friends from our neighborhood went to mt greylock so like her brothers and i they became estranged friends for some reason
so danielle didn't have her friends to hang out with and she started coming to visit me and I just adored her
but i was about 20 - 21 at the time
she asked if i wanted to sneak up onto the golf course at twilight - when the paying golfers quit playing but there was still plenty of light to play
the broken tree house was broken by jimmy purple and his gang of cole avenue kids who attacked it at night way after danielle, harry, joe, john weedon and i went home for dinner
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